"Uh, well. Recently, there was someone trying to kill me at every turn and I got my ass kicked on a regular basis, so that kind of helped." He shrugs and looks over him. "But uh, before that. When I was in New York with my sister, she was my alpha. She could usually calm me down just by telling me to be calm."
His chest aches with how much he misses her. She was so good at being alpha. She was born for it, even if it was thrust upon her too early. Derek is a joke compared to her.
"We sort of belonged to this pack in the city. Technical bullshit since we were on their territory." He rubs the back of his neck and furrows his brow. "Some of the guys would fight each other near the full moons, just to get rid of some of the excess energy. I'd join in sometimes."
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Date: 2013-06-15 06:07 am (UTC)His chest aches with how much he misses her. She was so good at being alpha. She was born for it, even if it was thrust upon her too early. Derek is a joke compared to her.
"We sort of belonged to this pack in the city. Technical bullshit since we were on their territory." He rubs the back of his neck and furrows his brow. "Some of the guys would fight each other near the full moons, just to get rid of some of the excess energy. I'd join in sometimes."